Mr. Insatiable

It's 4:28pm and I'm sitting and work with a truckload of things to do. Strangely enough I just don't care today. Man, I'm so burnt out with nothing else to give and still have grad school classes tonight. Mind you, I have a test on Thursday as well. This sh** is getting really old. All I want to do is just become the great man that I'm destined to be. The process of getting there is for the birds lol.

I don't know what I've done to myself but for reason I have to be the overachiever. I always have to want more out of life. Why can't I just sit my ass down and go with the flow. I have a beautiful lady, a decent job paying fairly well I guess, a bachelor's degree, fraternally affiliated in more ways than one, and I'm still not satisfied. WTF is wrong with me? Perhaps I've watched other people's lives and made myself a fan of their work. Perhaps I'm never pleased with my own efforts because someone else appears to have done better than me. I know I'm destined to be at the top but even when I'm there, I'm not convinced that I've reached the highest peak.

I'm not sure where this mentality will take me because I've never landed amongst the stars. I've honestly done well enough to make the cut and in some cases get by. This pattern is exactly just that, a pattern. I convince myself to stop but I can't because I want for so much more. Perhaps I'll see you again blogger audience when I have a new accomplishment to share with you. Either way it turns out, I know my future is destined for greatness because I am made in "HIS" image and likeness. Faith without works is dead and I'll admit, I don't work as hard as I should. I mean look at me, I'm typing this while I'm at work. (Go Figure)

I'm Out...