Monday, November 29, 2010

Crash and Burn!!!

Every semester gets harder and harder for me. For some reason, the end of the semester is the worst. It's been this way since undergrad. I can't remember a time when I wasn't drugged up on energy enhancement drinks, my teeth weren't stained from coffee, and I wasn't badly in need of a haircut. Hell, I'm almost embarassed to show face in public. Eh well, I guess that comes with the territory. I just wish I wasn't so stressed around this time. I can't figure out for the life of me why the material isn't clear at this point.

To top things off, I have to work a full time job that demands more of my time and energy than anything else. I guess the stress wasn't so bad until I realized I had a test scheduled for today and have not had an opportunity to prepare for it with all that's been going on lately. Oh and a homework assignment due as well that I know nothing about. Here's to a few hours of prayerful cramming that never works. I guess I would feel like I got what I deserved if I partied all the time and hung out but I honestly don't. I really just keep my head buried in books and sometimes I surface to watch a few minutes of sports center.

Oh did I mention how much is asked of me fraternally and organizationally. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to maintain and keep this pace but I'm long overdue for a serious break. You know, one that will alott time for rest and reflection. I guess a chance to put life in it's proper perspective. I just hope things workout before its too late. Mr. Insatiable is finally seeing it all and I don't like what I see honestly. I'm off of my soap box now.

I'm Out...

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